I want to be clear, here’s the main thought I want to leave you with regarding what I wrote before:
There were other times I wish I could’ve broken his heart, as in, “I wish his heart was engaged enough to break… or even be affected at all.” He was so disconnected for long stretches of time, that it broke my heart.
Those were sad days, so if you’re relationship is in that place, just know I am so sorry, and be encouraged: Your SO’s heart can wake up again!